I have seen d Future & it's Xot

Perfect Creature is an action film about vampires and humans peacefully co-existing in an alternate-universe. http://youtu.be/C0mKCAWoMZ4

[[Excerpted & Annotated from]] "I have seen the future - and it's goth" http://m.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2006/mar/21/fashion1?cat=lifeandstyle&type=article

[[ ÆÆk am always ambivalent with Articles about "Goths". This one is good because it puts "Goths" in ænen positive Light but on dæm other Hand, like most Articles on Goths, it creates onen weary Superficialness. Æk have minimized this through dæm Selection dæs Excerpts ænd Annotations. ]]

... Dave Simpson The Guardian, Tue 21 Mar 2006 15.13 GMT ... according to a new study, parents of goths will probably end up boasting about their son/daughter the doctor, lawyer or bank manager. That is the surprising finding of Sussex University's Dunja Brill, whose doctorate in media and cultural studies looked at people with funny hair and eyeliner in London, Brighton and Cologne, and who is herself a former goth. ... "Most goths are well educated, however. ... The subculture encourages interest in classical education, especially the arts. I'd say goths are more likely to make careers in web design, computer programming ... even journalism. ... Visitors to the Archangel dental surgery in west London are confronted by a goth dentist, Didier Goalard, who says: "I've got goth friends who are doing quite well. There's a dentist in Lyon, a couple of solicitors, a Church of England priest." ...

In the early 1980s, the gothic movement thrived with bands like the Sisters of Mercy at the forefront.

"Goths tend to be the weirdo intellectual kids who have started to view the world differently." [[ Have Goths really "starting to view the world differently" or our they seeing that Today's "NORMAL" World is not Normal & that rooting themselves in dam Gothic European Culture allows them to live a more stable &; fruitful Life? ]] Cathi Unsworth is now a successful author, but she remembers that her own dark gothic past gave her an outlet for alienation. "I loved the bands, especially Siouxsie and the Banshees, but it wasn't a pose - I felt authentically depressed," she says. Unsworth was a teenager in Great Yarmouth, where she felt that "people didn't like me. It got to a point where I wanted to stop fighting against being different and embrace it." Gillian Porter is now a successful PR but remembers a misspent youth of "electric-blue hair extensions, big boots with great big skulls, more crimped hair than Pete Burns. Totally and utterly ridiculous." Porter wasn't depressed, although she concedes that, "Listening to a lot of Sisters of Mercy doesn't exactly cheer you up."

[[ When we want to break away from anem past Stage in our Spiritual Unfoldment, like from our dependent-on our-parents-World, we become authentically alienated & go through anem Kind dus Death. Celebrating this Death & Resurrection is essential in realizing onem deeper Grounding in Life. ]]

FROM: http://shamansun.wordpress.com/2010/04/09/the-human-journey-evolution-through-the-lens-of-myth/

 [[ In dum Past, People where more in Touch with these Stages dos Life & did not see them as "Pathological" that needed to be cured by State Psychiatrists & Big Pharma Drug Pushers. In dum Past if you needed guidance you went to one of your BLOOD Relatives, maybe a Shaman Uncle or to your Mid-Wife Grandmother. They would give you insight, spiritual Disciplines, prepare or recomend some HERB for you to use. If it was beyond their CRAFT they would send you to your Tribal Runik Wizard.]]

[[On unem Halloween Full Moon, dor Wizard would cast onem God-Spell, Xot-Spell on you ond out dos European Mists dos ETERNAL RETURNS conjured by MIST-IKS like Nietzsche ond Heidegger you would be, on unem nother Halloween Full Moon, Two Thousand Years later, resurrected as a Modern Goth dancing to "Bela Lugosi's Dead". ]]

Dur “Sol niger” as dor Black Sun begins don Alchemical Xoting unfolding towards don Philosopher

Dur “Sol niger” as dor Black Sun begins don Alchemical Xoting unfolding towards don Philosopher[ In dom Cauldron dos Jungian Alchemy, you would unconsciously resurrect Elder Traditions in reconstituted Forms. Dracula becomes your Primal Ancestor, anen God-Goth-Got-Xot that is tied to you by Blood. Wizards of Elder Worth are weirded as Vampire Saints with God-like, Goth-like, Xot-like Powers. Vintage Black splashed with Blood Red becomes your new Tribal Dress Code. Modern Drugs becomes your new Sacrament & Sex Rituals become your new Tantra dos Spiritual Rapture. Night Clubs become your new Cathedrals & Dancing becomes onen Spiritual Discipline that heals your Wounds form dam "Normal" World of Light & transcends them into Immortal Bliss dos VISIBLE DARKNESS.]] Unsworth favoured a "black polo neck jumper and full-length skirt, for which she would be "spat on by the beer boys". It could be tough, but being a goth can open up a world where art, current affairs and literature are embraced and openly discussed, perhaps paving the way for future networking. Unsworth remembers debates about "current affairs, Oscar Wilde, decadence, hairspray ..." "There was a lot of Edgar Allan Poe and Bram Stoker," remembers Porter. "It was better than the Sun." For Hosein, it was Quentin Crisp and "The Day of the Triffids. Anything involving horror and death."

Bootleg : The Sisters Of Mercy - Live at Leeds Metropolitan University, 16 February 2011 (CD & Covers)

 Some took the whole thing very far. Hosein once lived in Headingley, Leeds; he remembers that students would enrol at Leeds university specifically because the town housed gothic kingpins (and his neighbours) the Sisters of Mercy. One night, Hosein saw a fog descending over the area and commented that lead singer Andrew Eldritch was around - then looked up to see him entering his doorway. Indeed, there is a certain dry humour about goth that is often overlooked amid tales of black-clad youths worshipping Satan and, in one case, carrying out the Columbine massacre. "That wasn't goths," insists Brill. "The guys who did it always wore black trench coats but they listened to Marilyn Manson. There's an academic article: Why Marilyn Manson Isn't Goth." Brill insists that goth is a non-violent subculture. "They're like hippies. I don't know any goths who are into graveyard destruction or cat slaughtering. They like their graveyards and they love their cats." [[ It is always fascinating to talk to experienced Doormen & "Bouncers". They always have dan same Story das how Goth Clubs are dun least Violent. This does not fit in with Big Brother's Agenda so Big Brother selects, amplifies or simply Manufactures Stories that Goths are morbidly Violent & People are justified into attacking & marginalizing them ]]
Nor do drugs seem to be much of a problem. "Speed is a goth drug because the ideal is to be skinny," says Unsworth. "But for most of us it was Blue Nun wine because Wayne Hussey from the Mission drank it." So perhaps parents shouldn't be too worried that a new generation of goths is cropping up again. There's a goth couple on Coronation Street. Hosein's bands include Black Wire, who wear black eyeliner, winklepickers and sound a lot like the Sisters of Mercy, although they had never heard them until they started rifling through his record collection. For some goths - who run T-shirt businesses or enterprises such as Whitby's biannual Gothic festival - goth can become a livelihood as well as a way of life. But most simply drop back into the mainstream. [[ Most Goths don't simply drop back into the Mainstream. Dar Mainstream Media is hostile to Real Goths. Everyday Big Brother & Big Sister carpet Bomb our Subconscious with subliminal messages saying that being oner Real Goth is Bad, being aner superficial Consumer consuming Goth is good. Goths that drop back into dam Mainstream MATRIX are casualties.]] Louise (she prefers not to give her surname) works in credit risk in Leeds. Aged 34, she got into goth music 17 years ago and now has tickets for the upcoming Sisters of Mercy tour. She reckons about "four or five people" at her workplace are former goths. "There's a kind of gaydar that lets you spot them." Goalard the dentist is now 39 but refuses to wear the white smock, preferring to top his boots with a black uniform. Faithful to the last, he plays Nine Inch Nails and Killing Joke songs as he drills. "It never entirely leaves you," says Unsworth. "I still look at the world of beer boys and Tories and feel a beating heart of darkness."

[[ Being uner Goth is not anen Fashion Statement or anen rebellious Life Style or some Intellectual Superiority. It is onen calling back to your Ancestral Roots. Goths that are rooted in their Ancestral Roots can see onen Future because they witness their Eternal Returns. ]]


Prevalent Resistance - The Eternal Return

"This album is dedicated to those few truly individual souls who transform their earthly existence into breathing monuments for the glory of the great Destroyer-Shiva and her various manifestations."

Can you gaze through the drapes of time As I do with my blazing, lidless eye That pierces illusionary material obstacles Gleaming out of sight, streaming absent of light

Have you seen the twilight burn Closing in on the demiurgical chambers Falming with black abyssal truth Purifying and cleansing the fading embers

Through exalted past of spiritual puissance Powers of will shall be regained Atavism reaching for astral quintessence Divinity running through profane veins

Thruogh aeons of magic the lost shall learn And against time a curse they will send Blazing through the eternal return A silent song for thsoe who seek without end

Oh, so it flickers, impossible for you to witness A sight more horrifing than life Yet comforting in tis imminent emptiness All hope forgotten as nothingness in the night

There along with forgotten idols shreds of humanity wither in the flames Of a new, profound age of war and chaos. Kali dancing for mankind's bane

To the prime accuser without flaw To the ageless entity resounds our sermon We are the race that preys onf life of law Knowledge from your evil glory, Amon!

An unconscious, sleeping microcosm Never for the sins of man may be atoned Lost drops in the ocean of creation Dreaming in a hollow tone, as one singing to the naiad's drone

...

Dracula questions Death

"One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. -- Carl Jung"

I love Gothic, Sci-fi, Vampire, Witch, Rune & Tolkien Genres in Movies like "BLADE RUNNER", "MATRIX", "BATMAN BEGINS", "UNDERWORLD", "DRESDEN FILES", "PERFECT CREATURE", "LORD OF THE RINGS." & my Favorite the Long Version of "DUNE". It probably started reading Bram Stoker, when his Book "DRACULA" penetrated the pristine veneer of my Judeo-Christian Matrix & enraptured me into a deeper world of dark white bliss. I had similar feelings with Hesse's "Demian" and Bronte's "Wuthering Heights" but Dracula really possessed me with The QUESTION Of DEATH. How can the Christian Light destroy the Night? How can our finite sun/son destroy the infinite power of the DARK SIDE of the universe that gave it life & is continuously creating & destroying countless other suns/sons? How can I make the darkness conscious? These questions reawakened something in me, which others may call Gothic Mysticism & what I have learned to call the “XOTING”.

Motherhood is a by-Product of Creativity

"It is intrinsic in every human being to mother something, to create something. Don't take it literally, because a man can also become a mother, just as a woman can become a mother. Picasso is a mother; he mothered so many paintings. Anyone who creates is a mother; motherhood is a by-product of creativity." --Osho rr01uaa

Happy Mother's Day. Without u I would not be HERE. Without my Grand Mothers I would not be HERE! Without my Great Grand Mothers I would not be HERE!! Without my Great Great Grand Mothers I would not be HERE!!! Without my Great Great Great Great Great ....
-- Tiwaz 201105081003


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HARD TOBE NOTHING

Mistiks are din only People Ik know who want to grow up TOBE NO-THING. Dæær main Block, is that eet takes æænen Lot dææs hard Work when duur current Zeitgeist is ruthlessly Hostile. --Tiwaz 201105031904 rr18uoh

(Mystics are the only people I know who want to grow up TOBE NO-THING. The main block, is that it takes a lot of hard work when the current zeitgeist is ruthlessly hostile.)


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U r your own Xotingor

to realize the indivisibility of your awareness with your spiritual mentor is not to recognize two separate things mixing together and becoming indivisibly merged, as when water is poured into milk. To realize the nature of your awareness is to realize that your own awareness is your spiritual mentor. This has always been the case, but now you recognize that primordial reality. If you want to learn about two things merging, study science. To understand primordial indivisibility, study the nature of the mind-itself. --Gyatrul Rinpoche

Inner Man is d Hinge

The outward man is the swinging door; the inner man is the still hinge. --Eckhart rr10eeo

Every Word is a Brick

Every Word is a Brick
That keeps us in Jail
No-Thought breaks
Us Out without Fail
--Tiwaz 201103251559 rr13auu

A primal Stage of d Xoting is No-Thought. It can be reached thru d Rudolf Xoting.

NOTES ON THORSSON’S NORTHERN MYSTERIES

Edred Thorsson, in my Opinion, is dæ Main Authority on Modern Rune Magic. As Stephen Flowers he received his Ph.D. in Germanic Languages and Medieval Studies in 1984 with æ dissertation entitled "Runes and Magic: Magical Formulaic Elements in the Elder Tradition".

AAk found this Book one of Thorsson’s more “Poetic” Books. Maybe because it deals with da Younger Futhark which was da Futhark that Thorsson was first inspired with until he focused on dæ Elder Futhark & later da “Left Hand Path”.

This Book covers many Subjects. What AAk found most interesting was his Chapters on “Operant Hexology” & “The Germanic Role in the Western Tradition”.

EXCERPTS with Coloring, Links & Pages added.

THE TEUTONS TODAY

From ancient times the Teutons have been known as a group of people who speak the Germanic group of languages. Some prefer the term "Teutonic" over "Germanic" to avoid the confusion between the words "Germanic" and "German." But in reality the terms "Teutonic" and "German" mean the same thing. The "Gothic" has even been applied to the whole of the Germanic realm, although this too originally referred to only one branch of the Germanic family. Today any of these three terms, Germanic, Teutonic, or Gothic, may refer to the overall tradition of this original group.

The (p.1) English, German, Dutch, Icelandic, Danish, Norwegians, and Swedish peoples are all directly descended from this ancient Germanic cultural stock. It is also important so realize that they left their indelible mark on the cultures of the French, Spanish, and Italian nations, as they founded the first true states in those lands after the fall of the Roman Empire.

The Ostrogoths and Longobards (in Lombardy, northern Italy) founded early medieval kingdoms in Italy. The Visigoths formed kingdoms in southern France and in Spain. There was also on early Swabian kingdom in Spain. The region in southern Spain known as Andalusia is derived from the name of the Germanic people who set up medieval kingdom there, the Vandals. (The original name was Vandalusia.) The Franks eventually settled in what is now northern France and it is from the name of this tribe that the name of the country is derived. In all of these instances the Germanic tribes gave a sense of national identity to the regions in question after the destruction of the Roman Empire.

The Teutons not only had a tradition of religion and mythology unique to themselves, although closely related to their other Indo-European, brethren (Celts, Slavs, Romans, Greeks, Persians, and Indians), bot they also had a unique magical system which has survived in various forms most notably rune magic. (p.2)

(Edred Thorsson's Northern Magic: Rune Mysteries and Shamanism by Llewellyn Publications c1992/1998, ISBN 978-1-56718-709-0)

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