FOR YOU OF COURSE --Tiwaz

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FOR YOU OF COURSE
(from Fragments of Journey by Tiwaz)


I see you
Enter
Hell
White flowing garments
Gliding through the Dark Ages
Of Neon lights and T.V. Programers.


Gothic Green and Blue Hues
Bouncing Images
Off your light cotton armour
My pulse sensing the fabric
Like an awakened MOTHRA*


As I move closer
Your naked face
Impregnates Purgatory
Transforming
Nude Dancing Bodies
Lost Lusting Minds
Into a Lovers deep
Virgin
Kiss


Transforming
Strip Bars into Art Galleries
And you ask me
Why I'm here?


For You
Of course.

* A Japanese Mythological God that protects "Fairies".

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ALL-HALLOW-EVE 2009

I Celebrated d Holy Day of All-Hallow-Eve at DMMDI last Sunday at NEUTRAL. DJ DARKNESS VISIBLE brilliantly brought back to life an assortment of Dead Talent w of course an accent on his Specialty, d Gothic Genre. Probably most “Goths” at Neutral where unaware but this Night was not only in it’s Homage to d Dead Authentic but also in it’s Timing. In Essence All-Hallow-Eve is one of d Holy Days that d Indigenous People of Northern Europe celebrated on d Eve of a Full Moon. Before Judeo-Christian Colonialization, before SUN DAYS, there was Full MOON NIGHTS that People of Northern Europe used for their Holy Days. D best Example is d Fertility Rite of what we know as Easter. Easter is calculated as d first Sunday after d first Full Moon after d Vernal Equinox. All-Hallow Eve was probably determined by being d First Full Moon after d Fields n Live Stock had been Harvested for d Winter. This was a Celebration of Death sustaining Life. Normally Middle Earth was protected by Walls of Psychic n Social Behavior but now these Walls where undermined by d Blood Lust of d Reaper. This not only made it possible to contact Dead Ancestors but it also allowed Horrible Things that feed on Fresh Middle Earth Souls to come through. The Best defense for d average Middle Earthling was to fight Fire w Fire. This was a Time to dress up as a Ghost to frighten all those Ghosts. Normal Rules of Behavior and Laws where dropped. Kids made it a Point to get even with some Nasty Neighbor. They put a bags of Burning Shit on Front Door n got a good Laugh when hated Neighbors tried to put it our w their Feet. D Nobler, d Wealthier, d Better. Adults released fantasies n desires that had been building up through out d Year. Taboos dealing with Sex n Death where suspended n once more danced w each Other in d Eternal Dance until Sunrise. Today we blame our “Bad” Behavior on being Drunk but our Ancestors new better. THEY BLAMED NO ONE! They simply went on with their life as before, refreshed w a renewed Life from d Dead.

FOCUSING ON D THIRD EYE FOR ANXIETY ATTACKS COULD BE HARMFUL.

In my Experience bringing more Energy up to d ODING’S EYE (Third Eye) through PRANAYAMA (Breath Control) can be very beneficial but more likely cause Energy Problems. In d case of let’s say an Anxiety Attack using PranaYama to focus on Oding’s Eye n exhaling into d Universe can relieve d Attack by giving it Direction n Purpose but in my Opinion it is better to bring yourself into a State of NO-THOUGHT of NO-THING-NESS. If U can not put YourSelf in that Meditative State then I would use a Grounding Meditation. A Grounding Meditation that I like is putting my Feet in Shoreline Sand which is just beneath d Water of an Ocean or Lake n then use PranaYama to bring Breath n hence ‘Negative’ Energy down through to d Center of d Souls of my Feet n out into d Ocean-Earth-Universe. (Standing or Laying in d Bath Tub can be used as a Substitute) When I breath in I think of ‘Positive’ Energy coming from d Universe-Earth-Ocean-Feet n slowly Permeating through out My whole Body. If U have not mastered d Rudolf Meditation then U can think of YourSelf as some Primeval Plant growing out of d Water being ‘rocked’ back n forth by a light Breeze coming off d Waves.

SIMPLY DRINKS THE JUICE --OSHO

“The intelligent man´s way is the way of the heart, because the heart is not interested in words; it is interested only in the juice that comes in the containers of the words. It does not collect containers, it simply drinks the juice and throws away the container.[[rr04ai]] The mind does just the opposite: it throws away the juice and collects the containers. Containers look beautiful, and a great collection of containers makes a man a great intellectual giant.” --OSHO rr09aei

DRAFT: European long suppressed Shadow of Dracula (revision of Posts on Facebook)

I always find a disconnect w how Big Brother Media portray d 60 n 70 that I grew up in. Their Programing concentrates on d World d Band Steppenwolf portrays in their Song “Pusherman” where bad ass Pushers n good herb smoking Dealers where both delusional aberrations of a well OILED Society. For me It was d Mistikal Moody Blues meeting d European long suppressed Shadow of Dracula. Dracula's Race "bore down from Iceland d fighting spirit which Thor n Wodin gave them, which their Berserkers displayed to such fell intent on d seaboards of Europe, ay, n of Asia n Africa too, till d peoples thought that d werewolves themselves had come." -Dracula ch3
There was a certain re-vitalization of Society that we felt at that Time. Hippies, Punks, Goths Vampires where all tapping into some vital Rebellion against d New World Order. Keeping d Populations under a Big Brother Dictatorship by fighting Communism in Vietnam wasn’t working. Big Brother re-framed this Rebellion away from d Ruling Elite and reprogrammed it back to fighting Nazis which had worked in d Past. Hitler was now alive n living in Antarctica n running a huge Network of Nazis who wanted to exterminate d “Untermensch” just like today where Ben Laden is alive n hiding out in Caves running a huge Terror Network to destroy d Infidels. Big Brother re programmed d Populations in d 60’s n 70’s so Blacks needed to fight Nazi Crackers, Gays needed to fight against Nazi Breeders, Women against Nazi Misogynists, etc. Society was turned against itself n no longer had d Vision or Strength to fight d New World Order. (To fully understand where Dracula fits in all this we would need to cover Carl Jung’s Archetype of d Shadow especially in his Alchemy Work like “Mysterium Coniunctionis”. I talk a little more about this at http://www.youtube.com/TiwazSchneider)
Yes I am definitely in another World now but I do have first Hand Experience in that "beautiful nostalgic" Era. One of d Mantra's of d Time was don't trust anyone over 30 because we where smarter n better. We refused to learn from our Elders n where doomed to repeat their mistakes. Now we live in a very sick World that is a Result of our Arrogance n Stupidly. D Question is will d next Generation learn from their Elders or r they going to fall asleep in some Nostalgic Dream of a Past they have not Personally Experienced.
As long as U persist in denying my Emotions n Feelings that r Empathetic n Complementary to People who grew up in d 60’s n 70’s U will be able to Frame my Issues as some kind of Competition t your Opinions but b incapable of understanding what I am really saying.

I am not my Thoughts (revision of Posts on Facebook)

When I have Thoughts of Death as an Escape I come out of it by realizing I am not my Thoughts. Thoughts occult my True Nature d same Way d Sun occults d Universe that gave d Sun it's Life. When I am in d Sun I no longer experience d Awesome Majestic Power of d Night Sky. Terminating Life through Death is an Illusion of Thought. D Sky can not be destroyed by killing d Sun. Feelings of Death for me is a Sign that I need to withdraw from Life n spend more Time w my True Nature d Night Sky w it's billions of Stars pregnant w infinite Possibilities.

IS ASTROLOGY AN ENEMY OF REASON? (revision of Posts on Facebook)

I would agree that what Today passes as Astrology is really a Form of Stupification. This Stupification of Astrology started in d 16th n 17th Century by Judeo-Christianity which emphasized Jehovah n Satan as d Super Stars of d new Universe instead of d Saxon "Metod" n "Weird" or Greek "Reason". Reason like Astronomy has it's Roots in d Astrologers. These Wizards "scientifically" mapped the movement of the Constellation and constructed a multidimensional Clock for Divination that not only worked on d Physical World but also on d Mental n Spiritual World. Modern Psychology like d Jungian Individuation Process has been deeply Influenced by Astrology's Mental n Spiritual Mapping. On d Physical World these Astrologers could not only accurately predict when to plant for a good Harvest for the Year but could predict d movement of Planets thousands of years in d Future. Later "the last of the great medieval astrologers" Galileo helped set the Scene for Newton's Theory of Gravity that helped predict how Planets effected the Earth n made Space Travel Possible. To Reason that Gravitational Forces from d Universe have an Effect on Bodies but does not Effect Minds is just another Form of Stupification. D real Question is not do Planets have an Effect on our Minds but to what extent do they Effect our Minds. In d Past People where more deeply in Harmony with the Awesome Power of their Astrological Destiny. ToDay People r so Stupified n Programmed by Mass Media that d only Planets or Stars they r influenced by r manufactured on TV. It now takes ParaNormal Conscious Effort to tap into d Spiritual Unfoldment of d Universe as Divine Immortality.

What ist inen XOT?

Gote-Gott-Goth-GOD! Dur Sound we associate with "G" is written in dum Elder Futhark as "X". Uner Xot ist anyone who is impregnated with Mimir - Xotik (Gothic) Blood Memory - consciously or unconsciously. These Mimirs go back Thousands if not Hundreds dus Thousands dus Years. Dur Aristocracy dus Northern Europe before dum Judeo-Christian Colonialization traced their Progenitors to Xots (Gods), Thor (Thur-s-day), Frigg (Fri-day), Tiwaz (Tue-s-day), etc. What we see Today in dam Gothic Scene is oumer RESURRECTION!

Was Aleister Crowley a Black Magician?

From inem Judeo-Christian Matrix, Crowley was considered anen Black Magician and dan most Evil Man in dam World. From Jungian Individuation Unfoldment, he would be considered dan Shadow, dan Devil dan Vampire or even dan Goth! To become Whole “Holy” thas Shadow is anen Essential Archetype to incorporate into your Unfoldment. Dir Black Arts are Dangerous because dim Matrix you have been unconsciously swimming in falls away and you are more open to getting lost and becoming seduced by Hostile Forces. You have to prepare your self with aeaenem certain Level daeaes Meditative Skills like we see in dim Martial Arts Films where dur Neophyte has to build his Character before he can be taught dum deadly Art dus Life and Death. More importantly you most be rooted in your own indigenous Ancestral Archetype Unfoldment like your Family Tree with Deep Deep Roots. In Xotik Terms thos Unfoldment would be called don Xoting (Gothing). In miaes Opinion this lack of Roots in his own Ancestral Archetype Unfoldment was Crowley's down fall. It contributed to his getting lost and losing his Meditative Skills leaving him open to Hostile and Seductive Forces.

"He [Crowley] was often guilty, however, of the crime of poor judgment. Like all of us, Crowley had many flaws and shortcomings. The greatest of those, in my opinion, was his inability to understand that everyone else in the world was not as educated and clever as he. It is clear, even in his earliest works, he often took fiendish delight in terrifying those who were either too lazy, too bigoted, or too slow-witted to understand him." DuQuette, Lon Milo (2003). The Magick of Aleister Crowley. Weiser Books. ISBN 1-57863-299-4.

Valkyrie's Troth

The whole world wide, every day,

fly Huginn and Muninn;

I worry lest Huginn should fall in flight,

yet more I fear for Muninn

-From Grimnism

Here is my latest poem published in HUNTERGATHERESS JOURNAL : VOLUME 2, 2009. The initial writing of "Valkyrie's Troth" was written under the Stars completely by Memory instead of paper or Computer. I wanted to capture some of that old Troubadour feeling which I speculate was composed for and inspired by Blood Memory. (Odin's Raven Mumin in the above Poem means Memory.) I did not realize it until later but it also incorporated some of the Anglo-Saxon Alliteration where "initial alliteration," the repetition of sounds at the beginnings of words or syllables was used.To really appreciated this Poem needs to be belted out on a Stage or around a campfire.

Valkyrie's Troth

In this TeenAge Age,

Of TeenAge Senility,

Where Pop Hop Propaganda

Create concrete conceptual

Dungeons,

Crafting creeping conspiring

Darkness.

Where New Age Man

Anamalizes into Fellatio Bitches

And New Woe Man

Anal lies into Dildo Pricks

Shitting Pumpkins,

The Beast of TeenAge Rage

Trembles

Terrified

Before a Valkyrie's Troth.

High above

Vermin infested Villages

High above

Rising white collar Gulags

High above

Sky scraping sick babbling

TV transmission Towers

High beyond

A poisoned polluted Night

Occulting universal Light

On a Wintery Yule Tide,

A Winged Goddess

Angle of Death

Chooser of the Slain

Silently parts a pure Path

Through the chemically killed Sky

for a moment Hovering

In the hallow Halo

of that universal Light,

Then Swooping down

Onto its's Prey

Wings in flight

Giving mortal fright

To a teenage Boy.

Valkyrie of elder Worth

Volva seeing Rebirth

Pregnant with inner Earth

Wyrds the Boy a Man.

Sacrifice she demands

Sacrifice your Age

Sacrifice your Suffering

To the Best in Man.

A forgotten old Sword

Awakens, arises in the boy's

Immortal bold Soul.

Forged in divine Lust

Crucified on the Cosmic Tree

Whose Roots no one can see,

called by the Goths

Needful the Dragon Slayer,

by the Celts

Excalibur the Camelot Maker

by the Mystics

Tiwaz the Troth Seeker.

This Sword is once again

wielded,

Smashing towering concrete Concepts

Into fertile Earth.

And then,

Pierces the conspiring Darkness

With Heroic Stars

That pour forth their

Enlightenment.

Now the TeenAge Age

Truly awakens.

For it has been demanded

By the Valkyrie's Troth.

For J who sees the Best in Man.

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